I don't know what to do :(
I don't even know what to call this post!
I'd love to say that I kicked my butt during the week and have got The Worlds Best Action Plan on how I'm getting back on track - but ahhhhh no, I don't. At all. I am in this huge rut and I don't know how to get out of it. The positive side of this is that it hasn't been going on for too long (like, 2 weeks) so it shouldn't be too convoluted to get out of it.
But, a rut is a rut and any rut is bad enough!
Thank you very much for your comments on my Smashing It :/ post. They were lovely responses and some of them may have made me tear up! I feel bad that it's now a week later and I am seemingly nowhere closer to getting myself out of this. In that week I have
|The beautiful Court and Pais|
I've had some lovely support - two friends (Courtney and Paisley) came over on the weekend to help me write my meal plan together, shop and do a cook up! Time wise we didn't get to the cook up but the planning was done and the thought behind it meant so much. I can't believe they did that for me. And then tonight I got the most beautiful surprise in the mail, a gorgeous friend, Cat, who I met at Melbourne finale sent me a little present in the mail...a "fitbook". She tracked down my address and sent it with this lovely card. I love the present but the sentiment behind what she did meant even more. Very overwhelming. 12WBT has introduced me to the most kind hearted people. These are just 2 examples of people I am so lucky to be surrounded by.
|From the lovely Cat <3|
I know I'm the only one who can change it and I'm only letting myself down and I just have to do it, and I know what to do, blah blah blah. But my mind is SO distracted elsewhere, that I just can't focus on anything else. I don't doubt that I'll get there, but 'when' and 'how' are my big stress points right now. :(
Sorry for the completely unmotivating and uninspiring post, but hey - this whole thing does include falls sometimes. And I guess this is one of my falls. :)